I've had a lot of negative posts lately...too many.
I haven't been happy all that much this year
And I'm wondering if writing these negative things
has anything to do with it.
My love life has crashed and burned.
The closest thing I have now
Is a friend with whom
I have a complicated relationship with.
I want to be able to hold someone
To kiss them and touch them
But being the way I am
There are extremely few women
I could do that with
Without being in a relationship with them.
Maybe it's a poor substitute
For what I really want
But I would feel less empty