I think I need to get away
The negativity around me is eating me alive
I feel my happiness slipping away.
The effort I've been putting toward staying happy
Is becoming too much for me.
It was a gorgeous day today
I did nothing
Besides look at my computer
And wander aimlessly around the house
Is it because of the stress at work?
Or people always taking from me?
I don't know
I've been thinking about the offers of love
That I had turned away from this year.
My heart aches.
I'm tempted to call
But I know I shouldn't.
I'm struggling right now
I need to quiet my thoughts
Ease my desires
Warm my heart