His viewing was last night. My family and I all kept our composure fairly well for it. He was young, and it was so unexpected...I was surprised I didn't see more tears.
Today was his funeral...my family was a wreck. People I've never seen cry were crying hysterically. I heard my aunt (his mother) stuttering through her tears, "if I could change places with him, I would..." Her face was red and stained with rivers of tears. It was hard. We will all miss you Devin.
Naturally it made me think of my own mortality. Are there things I haven't said that I'd like to say? Definitely.
Maybe this blog will help me say those things before it's too late...