Sunday, July 24, 2011

Suffering

I hate the way I feel
I hate it
My mind gets trapped
My emotions go wild
I shouldn't feel that way
I should be happy

I'm in pain as well
Pain that stops me in my tracks
And that stops me
From fighting my emotions
And fall into darkness

I'm mad at my friends
Since I've been injured,
Only two have offered
To come see me
It makes me feel
Like I'm only a friend
When I'm useful to them

That hurts...

More than the pain itself.

I sit alone
Every night
Wishing for a knock on my door
Wishing...
To feel loved.


Alone again.
Falling.
The love in me
The only warmth I feel.

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